As much as I’d like to view the New Year as something clean and fresh, that image was tarnished on Tuesday.
For about five days, 2009 seemed like it was going to be better. Not that 2008 was all that bad for me (it was relatively uneventful, in fact), but a lot of people struggled to make ends meet last year and the country’s mood was sour. But on Jan. 1, we thought we were getting a fresh start. New president on the way, with hope and new ideas for getting our economy out of the toilet.
All that changed on Jan. 6, the day 28 of my co-workers were suddenly laid off.
The signs were there. In March 2008, all 18 employees of our neighborhood zoned divisions (called the “Community World”) were also suddenly laid off. (Several were rehired by the downtown office, where I work.)
Our sections began shrinking for summer, as usual, but come football season it was obvious we were still cutting back. The price of newsprint skyrocketed last year. We canceled our internship program. There were many other signs, too.
Now this. Dear friends, ripped away from us simply because “last hired, first fired.” Or in the case of some others, their talents were deemed luxury items and they were let go (the Graphics department save one guy.) I understand why, but my heart is still broken for my former co-workers. They all have their own devastating stories, and I’m not going to go into all of them for fear of leaving someone out and making this too much longer.
All I’ll say is, if this same formula is used next time, I’m gone. The hard-working, talented, funny, nice guy who was let go from Sports was hired just two or three weeks after me in summer 2006. And I have little faith that there won’t be more layoffs within the year. I just don’t see where else they will cut back. But I am thankful for this time in which I can prepare.
All that said, I have begun investigating ways to make myself more valuable to my company. Not that value matters if you were the last one hired, but in case I am deemed superfluous, I want to put the best “me” out there for someone else to hire. That includes showing I am up to speed in new technologies, which is one reason why I started this blog.
I don’t have a personal blog anymore. Once I graduated college, that chapter kind of ended. Once in the real world, I didn’t have much to blog about besides work life and wedding planning. And let’s be honest — those things interest almost no one. And I was afraid to blog about work too much because I wasn’t 100 percent sure what was suitable and what wasn’t. I decided to err on the side of caution.
So this blog isn’t going to be about work, per se, but I am going to market it as a sports copy editor’s blog. I will probably slip a personal note or two in, but I’ll try to keep it relevant to what’s going on in the newspaper industry, the sports world, and promote the Tulsa World while I’m at it. Why not.
So enjoy. It already feels good to stretch my writing muscles again.
P.S. I took the photo at the top of my blog from my patio at sunrise in December. The buildings outlined are a hotel and a Petco.