After my first two days on the job at the big desk, my brain is pretty fried. But it was a good experience. It was nice doing something new.
Thursday went smoothly enough. I finished the day’s budget by 4:45 and promptly printed off seven copies. Immediately after retrieving the copies from the printer, two things happened: First, I got a phone call about one of the original Oilers having died (at 101), and second, I was informed that the front-page column that day was not about the Super Bowl, but TU basketball.
So, I shuffled some things and made a mental note not to print the budgets until right before the 5:15 meeting. Anyway, later that night, Sports made deadline three minutes early for both editions, which was a relief.
Friday started well enough. I had finished cramming 143124 stories into six pages slotting the section by 4:30. Space was remarkably tight (which is newspaper jargon for “too many stories, not enough pages to put them on”).
I called my boss, Mike Strain, over to have a look just to make sure I didn’t screw anything up too badly. I briefly went over each page with him and he said it looked very tight, but still pretty good.
As he walked back to his desk, he stopped suddenly and asked if the record* was on any of those pages. Bewildered, I started rummaging through the page dummies. Turns out I had put it on page 4, checked it off the list, then later decided to put something else on 4 and never put the record back anywhere.
I was frustrated with myself, but Mike told me it was about the kajillionth time someone forgot to slot the record. So, he very kindly sat back down and helped me move some things around. We ended up holding a feature on a TU recruit that had been on the cover, as well as the weekly horse racing column.
Sports made deadline for both editions, which I was very proud of. I even had time to knock out a page (aka, design it expeditiously) at the beginning of the night.
Friday and Saturday nights are generally the most stressful, whether you are in the slot or not, due to all the late copy. But I sent the last page at 11:45 on the button, and I was elated. (Of course, we’ll probably have eight corrections tomorrow just because I have a good feeling about this. So knock on wood.)
The feeling of being in charge is a strange one at this job. Strange, but good. I can’t stop myself from wondering what people are thinking as they walk by our department and they do a double-take as they see a 24-year-old girl leading the sports desk. I guess I just feel conspicuous, as I’m the youngest (by seven years) on a staff of 23.
Responsibility is not a new concept for me. I like to think I thrive when I know people are depending on me. I had a title or office in most activities or clubs I joined while growing up. If I didn’t have an office, it was usually because my heart wasn’t in the resume-filler of an activity (hello, high school Student Council and Greek Ambassadors in college).
I really don’t care what other people think though. It’s not a big deal. Change happens, people sit at different desks, life goes on. Especially in these days of smaller staffs, it is helpful if most everyone can do most everything.
One last thing: The best way I can describe my initial feeling of slotting is that it’s like being very far off the ground. Just don’t look down. And in this situation, “looking down” equates to remembering you’re on the hook if anything bad happens. So just do your job and don’t dwell on scary things.
But like I said, it was a good experience and I look forward to doing it again. It also helps that my co-workers gave a superb effort on both nights, for which I’m very thankful.
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(*The record is the hodgepodge page of tiny print, full of things like scores from different sports around the nation, standings, the latest line, etc. It usually requires most, if not all, of a page and would be bad to leave out.)